My youth, already half passed, the pain, the laugh, what still keeps in my mind, it' s not the same as I think it should be, fades away at some point. I still live my life, not some silly words can describe, and I feel the way that I like, that's enough. Love, it's hard, and I'm tired to feel that. I don't have the energy of loving with my whole heart for the second time. It's not the time, not the right time for me or for us. I just want a rest and I need time.